Fear

Fear of the Lord is the beginning of Wisdom...
To me the wisdom is knowing you could die any time and know you might be lost in hell for ever.  Knowing you are not really born again because you are more a friend of the world.  Doing as the world does...TV watching, camping, working, taking care of the house, vacations, computer work, and everything the flesh does.  All distractions from Satan to keep us from reading your Bible, praying, studying Gods Word.  I see myself not being a doer of the Word.  My daily agenda isn't walking with God and doing his will.  It is doing my agenda and my will.  This fears me!  Knowing I could die any second and standing in judgement.  I believe it is better to fear the Lord as we live and breath than to fear the Lord when our soul stands at the judgment.

So ask your self a question and be honest.  Do you really fear the LORD?  Put yourself in someone else's shoes looking back at you.  Does he or she the fear of the LORD in you?